I never really thought that I will be updating this blog after years of keeping my silence. Death is unpredictable and I might die anytime without putting fight. What I can only do is just tell the world my truth and even if this gets deleted, atleast I know it reached to people who is meant to know.

I know I am not the only woman in this world who suffered the same unfortunate fate. I have been carrying this since 2013 but that does not mean I should just keep quiet about it more now. I can't be more quiet again and just keep my fear, I am so tired. I have had enough, the fact that I was the one cheated, betrayed, abandoned, used, conned, I remained silent. I have accepted the consequences of my actions, mistakes of trusting one person whom I thought would never do such horrendous act but I do not deserve to be part in a sextortion.

I never thought I will ever be part in this monstrous act. To long for affection and be loved back is innate but if monsters we encounter everyday comes in with a label in their forehead that he will only do no good, then I will most definitely turn my back and refuse to dance for a devil. I will never have a second thought, I will run and save myself.

I have gone through worse in blaming myself but came to realize I should be kind to myself too now. For years it's the only thing that matters slowly coming back and what is left of me after all the torment.

I have been contemplating whether I should write about this after I found out I am being stabbed again. I realize this is not my fight alone too now, when I saw my images and videos online, lots of faces were involved, exploited by the same monster.

To the subject of this blog post, Robert Gregory.

You do know from the very beginning that I threatened you to post your photos once the private photos of me gets public again. You denied posting every single photos of me in some pornsites you proudly have a membership in. Would you like me to remind the people around you how your Facebook account got deleted? You shoved my naked photos in my messenger when I confronted you about your exes' obscene photos in your pornsite account. Not only that, you proved me so well all over again, for multiple times how proud bully you are, you proceeded to post mine there after. 

Since you are proud asshole, bully and been telling your online friends that you've been with the worst women, let's tell my side and tell them how worst I am. I have really no plans about telling people how you are in bed but in my perspective on that night you took my virginity, you can't put the love that is supposed to be there. No wonder why it felt sooooo wrong even how many times it was done. I will most definitely believe your first wife's side why sex sucks or any of your exes whom you cheated. You just can't fake performance, you may be a manipulator but you are not good at it, you still suck.

I could have zip my mouth for eternity after you abandoned and cheated me with a few women including your second wife now but it seems like you never really understood what DONE means, perhaps I bruised your ego because your lies and show don't work anymore? I could have zipped my mouth further if you STOPPED when I said NO. Since I found my photos and videos up again, let's make things more interesting now. This calls on your thirst for attention to be recognized, I will do the honors in letting the world know now who we are and what you've done. 

For what purpose is it that you were circulating my photos, videos online and the rest of these women you had an encounter with? Was the STD you acquired not enough from the past that you seek an olden safer alternative? Or does your second wife know about this too? Do you both enjoy them since you proudly refer your wife to your online friends as a three-holer? Look, I have nothing against your sexual adventures but please let's get your twisted brains working. 

What right do you have in uploading my photos and the other women in the pornsite you are in and frequenting until now? 5 years ago was a fucked up year for me because of you and you have the guts to humiliate me further? I was putting up so much of your BS and now you still want a view of the pussies you fucked up? Wow! all the bullying and you discarding me was not enough? I'll remind you what nerve should you have in this  matter. We were so DONE! We were sooo DONE to your pathological lies and for that, YOU NEVER HAVE THE RIGHT TO POST NUDE PHOTOS and OBSCENE VIDEOS OF ME and the OTHERS WHOM YOU HAD SEXUAL ENCOUNTER. 

THEY ARE NOT YOURS TO KEEP ANYMORE NOR CIRCULATE THEM ELSEWHERE YOU WISH.

AGAIN, Does your new wife know that you were gleaming on your exe's genitals? If so and your idiocy called her to read this then congratulations, you've done a great job brainwashing. If objectifying women for you is a trend, collecting nude photos of the women you cheated were trophies,  then F*CK OFF my photos and others you put into this. 

You got away about conning women to strip, record images with flying colors but hey just to tell you, you suck and stink all the way here, like digitally! You still think I am too dumb not to know? I have grown to trust my instincts and broaden my skills big time after you tortured me psychologically, mentally and emotionally. Guess what? I learned how to cuss morally challenged monsters like you too, F#$% YOU SICK HOMOPHOBE and please let's not pretend like you're some righteous Atheist or Muslim.

You think my being conservative has not left me after you f*ck me up and bend my moral standards??? Here's the good news for you, it has left me for good. It has changed me, better than ever because I can sense your BS from here. I will not be surprised by the way if you'll message me again to take this down because "your dad reads this" or maybe, "your wife or daughters read this excuse" this time.

Heck I care anymore even if they read this. They are women, mature enough to distinguish right from wrong I believe and they can put up with your shit of course if they choose too. I bet you never cared, empathy is not so common now,  you never even showed  a sign of remorse nor guilt on this just like you  never cared about the women in your photo and video collection who were unaware of your conning "fun" so it's better to let this out. LET US TELL THE WORLD THAT YOU ROBERT GREGORY IS CIRCULATING NUDE PHOTOS AND PRIVATE VIDEOS OF WOMEN, and YOU NEVER HAVE THE CONSENT AND RIGHT TO DO SO. 

I know this might flatter you in a twisted way that I have photos of you here, well if I still have your nudes I could have post that in here instead but since I am not like you and the readers will surely not appreciate them; it's not even worth keeping literally, this act of recognition suits you well. Just like how my private photos and others you collected has been all over in the other side of the internet now, your identity will be known as the culprit. I won't take this down so don't bother ask me. 

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I would like to apologize to all the people who happened to love this monster. I am never the same person before I met him, never gonna be. Forgiveness is not an option unless justice is served. I am not asking for sympathy but if you find it yourself leaning on my side even a little, I thank you for understanding. I am just one of the many who went through hell and many did not make it as well and chose to end their pain but the most important thing is I or we may never have the justice I hope for, I will just let my side known that people with no remorse exists and my experience will serve as a lesson for everyone.